Ohh my goodness!!! My last day of work was on Tuesday and I so wish it would have been last week because I am freakin' out! I have so many odds and ends to do plus pack what will sustain me for the next four months... its a little bit of pressure! I cannot even comprehend that in thirty hours from now I will be on way to the airport. It seems so unreal.
Yesterday I starting getting these waves of anixiety and panic and at other times I get emotional and almost tear up at the thought of leaving. I never thought I would feel this way... I know that I will be missing a lot while I am gone like the people from work, my sister and her senior year (and volleyball season), my parents and grandmas, but mainly my boyfriend. He is not doing so well, he is totally bummed. I feel absolutely horrible that I am putting him through this, but then again if he didn't "let" me go and do my own thing, I don't think I would be with him anyway. He is the greatest boyfriend of all time... I just wanted to throw that out there!
Today my bestest friends Caroline and Russel took me out for Lunch at Applebees and then desert at Fridays. We headed to the mall and did some last minute "necessary" shopping at Victoria's secret, the Sunglass hut and Aeropostale. Whatever- it was fun. Tonight I am at Mario's downloading the 2000+ songs he has on his computer to my IPod, so I am pretty sure I will be here untill the wee hours of the morning!
So tomorrow should be even busier then today, but at least once I get it over with I am done and outta here.
Peace out for now!
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You damn you! just kidding. My b-day as on this day. you did not celebrate my b-day with me. Te odio...no es cierto- "eres el amor de mi vida" that's something tha Rob would say.
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